Growing Up

Honestly, I still have not stopped to consider myself as a child. I am turning 16 in July and I have a security pillow and a security toy. I still feel attached to them. If I did not have them as my security pillow and toy, I would not feel anything if they get taken away from me because, in my opinion, they look so ugly now compared to when I was a child. Before, they looked fluffy and clean. But today, they are filled with stitches and some of their stuffings are already lost. Honestly, I am not ready to consider myself an adult. I could not even sleep without my security pillow and toy at night.